Im bad at this

Im at work currently. It hasnt been too long of a day, I love working at the flower shop. I know I've mentioned that a few times, but I love it haha. I cleaned flowers today, all I have left to do is clean out the fish bowls which should be easy and then Im going to help Derek with a photo project after work.

Dere and I got a new frog this last week, but all he really ever wants to do is hide under the dirt. Scardy cat.

I started writing this post at 11 this morning its now 3:00 thats just how busy it gets here. Im eating my awesome lunch which consists of a sandwhich (hard salami and mozerella cheese) chips and a granola bar. Derek made it and brought it into me. (he's the best) Im really excited to go up to my nanas today and get some cookies and food! i really dont want to stay up there long though, it sucks lol.

Well i have to go sweep the floor.

Cya all later.

All two ppl who read this, ha.

It's been a while.

This is the first time I've updated in a while. Things are going good, I love my job at the flower shop. Cc's is going pretty well too.

Everythings been..

Alright, I suppose. I work a lot and I school a lot. I havent done much else. Bought an awesome jacket this week, (and yes, I am putting money aside) but I think I earned to buy myself something. Since it's the first actual time I have my own money.

Other than that I haven't really been up to much. Made dinner the other day, it consisted of:
Pulled pork with bbq sauce and a homemade dry rub.
Gouda mac and cheese with bacon.
And glazed carrots.
With a black and white cookie for desert.

It was awesome.
Im tired, and just finished my test for class.

Today..

Is going to be long. But Its more than half way over. I went to work. Worked. Now Im home resting, before I go to work again. lol First day Im excited but at the same time, I'm already exhausted. I want to shower before work so I look/smell presentable not that I don't smell good now, but I worked already so I need that fresh new start feeling. haha. Ramen is so good. I am so tired. lol But excited for this weekend none the less..

Well This update sucks.
Im out.

Sex drugs and cocoa puffs...

Is by far my favorite book of all time. As of right now. I really like it.

As for other things. Work? Fucking amazing. my boss loves me and she and her daughter are both sweet hearts. and I'm doing just awesome at it. Actually, all of my training will be complete in one week.
School is going great, I haven't been really doing much which surprises me being my senior year and all. But I'm excited to be finished, as for now. I get to pick my classes next week this should be fun.

Had sushi yesterday, it was so awesome. I;m super excited for the "trip" coming up this weekend. It should be so much fun. I love music videos. Last night Joe Tomlin! derek and I just watched a bunch of awesome videos, I have to remember all of the great new ones he showed me. It was so much fun. Def gonna hang out with Joe Tomlin more! I hope he didnt cut his hair, but if he did Im sure it will look good as well.

Other than those little things, I've been alright. Busy, so busy. but its all good.

Im really happy with Derek.

Love
Twove.

First off...

I guess I really have no right to say what a bad friend is, because a lot of times I fit that persona. but, I will say.. that when it comes to hurting someone else and I can observe it, then I have the right to speak up. I know I'm not the best at always being around and I know I'm not super great at being an awesome friend. Anyhow, Please do not tell someone that if you are around you'll hang out. But then, show up later with someone else and just leave. With out giving much recognition to that person. at least that person could of called and said, oh I'm doing this. sorry We can hang out some other time. I just think the whole situation could of been handled better.

Anyways, I have bigger fish to fry.

Am I a bad person? I mean, lately I've been avoiding hanging out with some family members. Well, not really avoiding it. I just, I don't know, Kutztown to the Skook is quite a drive for only a few hours. I love them both to death, but I really have nothing to do up there.  And I know just giving my time would be awesome, but I just can't get myself to do it. It's not like I don't want to, I just have a shit ton of things to do with school, and I just started working again.  I don't know, maybe I need to prioritize. Im not sure though, every one in this situation seems pretty happy with their lives. Idk.

But i have to shower.
Power

Why

Does Kutztown have to be so damn cold. It looks so nice out. and then you get out there and you're like FREEZING!

Im tired of ppl puking/pissing off the fire escape. Show some fucking respect and stop it. Asshole.

Im doing pretty good. Really want to get out and take those pics so I can develop them. Well, have Derek develop them I really do love photography it's a shame I stopped doing it for so long. I guess thats what happens when you have to "grow" up. You lose the luster for things you love. Or at least, I did for a while.

Throg was being awesome yesterday and was sitting on top of his branch. He's awesome.

Well Im out
Stout