Im so tired of..

Being sick. Last night was my first attack since June/July. It wasn't too bad, but it's not fun. I hate it so much. I wish I didn't get sick. I just want to be healthy. :(

Other than that, today after Derek gets off of work I'd like to go to the park and fly the kites we have in the back of the car. I'm really excited. I think it would be a lot of fun. It's warm out too, ugly but warm. So last night was halloween night at shorty's and before we could ever get down the fire escape we could smell the alcohol coming off of the drunks. And of course, a lot of girls were dressed super slutty. But, living in Kutztown that's nothing different from other thrusday through Saturday nights.

Am I too mean? I don't think so, but then sometimes after I say thing I feel like I could be a little nicer.

Well, tonight is Halloween So happy Halloween.

I really wish..

I could just kick out drawings as well as my friends. Yesterday, I was in my basement at my house with Derek, and we found a watercolor I did in 7th grade. It looks so awesome. Why can't I do that anymore? I also found shit from my 7th grade print making class, which were awesome as well. Now I just suck. When did I learn to not be able to draw? grr I guess I'm just frustrated.  I've been working on a drawing for three days now, haven't gotten very far but its coming along nice. So I'm excited.

Edit:::

I learned how to develop film today. It was so awesome. Derek taught me, I had such a good time. I can't believe how much fun we have together. He truly is a great person <3

We drove around for the last couple of days taking pictures here and there with the pin hole camera he bought in Rome. And then we went to the lab once the roll was finished he showed/taught me how to develop it. I had a really really good time. We went to the park in Kutztown and I got to do the slide and the merry go round. which I love, and we played tennis. Im so happy <3

So later
Alligator 

I am

Super tired.  I didn't sleep very well last night, went to bed kind of down.  But, I'm feeling better now just kind of tired. I have to go up to my grandparents today. I mean don't get me wrong I love my nana and kara, but I hate the drive up there. I think I'll get Derek to do it. Oh yeah, he got his permit, I am so proud of him!  Umm, Yeah I start working one week from now which I'm excited about. I have to brush up on a few things, but I think I'll do fine.

I really feel like showering. but I'm also at that point where I'm kinda too tired to do it. Im getting kind  of tired with Facebook as well.   I mean at times its fun, and others its like, oh.. same old shit. I don't know why I've been so tired lately. I think its just from school and all of the other things I've been doing.

Im excited to do my music reviews today!

Oh yeah, when we go up to my nanas today we're picking up the Atari and a bunch of games for that and the nintendo. I'm so excited for that..Fuck yeah, how many people can say, yeah so I went to this awesome persons house and played atari...Okay sounds really nerdy but IT'S NOT. swear.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm super nerdy. But a really cool kind of super nerdy.

I really want to pick up another hobby. I really don't have many. but that's cool I think. Idk. lol

Oh yeah, Im gonna go draw now, I've had this idea for a few days and I wanna try it.

So peace out.
Girl scout.

So I killed a (wo) man...

Well, at least that's what I lead Derek to believe.

STORY TIME!

So today on the way home from my job interview a lady needed my help jump starting her car. I blocked traffic on main street for about half an hour, I had to run to the apartment approximately 2 blocks. When I BUSTED through the door all I could manage to say was. LADY CAR COME NOW. lol

Needless to say, noone was hurt, a cop came.. and NEITHER Derek NOR Brandon knew how to jump the car. lmao.

Good times.

Job interview, went awesome.

Disappointed...

In those who have not updated. And in the weather for being a shit head :( Raining. Pffft

Im excited for this weekend. Idk why though. lol

And Im terribly bored lol

If tomorrow is beautiful

I really want to go outside and draw, maybe i'll go on the roof and think and listen to music.I'm really excited about the job interview tomorrow, just because when I picked up my applicaiton there were so many odds against me. Like I came in four days after they put the sign up, and had about 100 applicaitons already in, and the guy was like, well i dont know, we have a lot but Ill give it to you, don't be upset if you don't get a call for a while. That was Friday, I got called Monday. Pretty stoked!

Other than that, I've just been keeping up with school. Did awesome on some of my midterms! well one. cause I only technically had one so far, but i have to do that stupid model thing. But it should be easy.

I'm going to check out these books, Sex drugs and cocoa puffs
electric kool aid acid test.

And ttttthats alll for noooow ffff olks.

Today was

Mediocre nothing too big happened. Went to allentown with Derek to look at camera's and get a roll of film developed for Brandon. Then came back to the apartment took a nap and now I'm waiting for class at 4. Sounds awesome. I know..

Other than that, I haven't made a post because I've been awfully busy with things lately. But, I promise to keep you informed.

Oh yeah, Job interview tomorrow!